I have decided I am very tired.

This in turn has made me very upset, over trivial things, which means I'll put it out of my head eventually which will of course make me feel better but only after I've had some sleep.

And mostly I feel frustrated. Because I'm having to write this paper, that I theoretically don't need to write, but feel expected to write (yes I said expected. And you know very well that I always strive to live up to certain expectations.) And really all I want to do is sleep.

So there.
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